......grrrr

I hate my stupid immune system. It won't let me get better! I've been puking out my gut for the past 4 or 5 days. It really sucks. I thought it was just a little stomach bug but I guess it isn't... any ideas on what it might be?
~jae

What Do Ya Think About That?

What Do Ya Think About That?
by Montgomery Gentry

Heard it through the grapevineMy new neighbor don't like my big red barn
'47 Ford Bullet with holes in the doorBroke-down motor in the front yard
I gotta have a mind To paint a plywood sign And nail it up on a knotty pine tree
Saying "I was here first, This is my piece of dirt and your ramblin' don't rattle me"

Some people care about what other people think worry 'bout what they say
Let a little gossip comin' from a loose lip ruin a perfect day saying "blah, blah, blah"
Just a-jacking their jaws gotta let it roll of my back
I don't give a dern what other people think what do ya think about that?

I wear what I want to overalls, work boots crank my music up loud
like to sling a little mud on my four-wheel drive trick in on into town
Shoot a little eight ball down by the pool hall drink a coke with my friends
Don't judge me and I won't judge you 'Cause we all get judged in the end

Some people care about what other people think worry 'bout what they say
Let a little gossip comin' from a loose lip ruin a perfect day saying "blah, blah, blah"
Just a-jacking their jaws gotta let it roll of my back
I don't give a dern what other people think what do ya think about that?

You know, I don't give a dern what other people thinkWhat do you think about that?

he he its an encouraging song huh?
~jae

To Dess and them

I AM SOOOOO SORRY!!! I had no idea that I was on ya'll's doo-hicky-majigger. I didn't try to get on let alone mean to but I did and I have no idea how... please forgive me :)

How do you think it happened though? If I didn't try or KNOW that I was on then how did it happen???? I'm so confused
~jae

omagosh

I am soooooo sorry!!! The blogger thing wouldn't let me on and It was aggravatin because an hour later my laptop died. So then i was left with my cell phone getting online and checking emails and then my service got switched off grrrrrrrrrrrrr............... so then it was like a week and I had no contact with anyone and I felt like a caveman (no offense geico commercial peoples!!!) so then I remembered that I had a credit card and I went and got a hotel room and thats where I'v been for the past two days. But I'v been sleepin off and on so I never got back online to check in. I'm sorry. But hey I been like throwin up and junk so I'm not going to be coming anytime soon Rachel. I sowee. But thanks for the invite to the carnival thing it sounds fun but I'm not coming until I get better. I just wanted to check in and let you all know that I didnt crawl in a hole somewhere and die :)
~jae

what if she's an angel?

this is officially my new favorite song:

what if shes an angel by tommy shane steiner

theres a man standin on the corner with a sign saying "will work for food". ya know the man; you see him every morning-the one you never give your money to. you can sit there with your window rolled up; wonderin when the lights gonna turn green...never knowing what a couple more bucks in his pocket might mean.....

what if hes an angel sent here from heaven and hes making certain that your doing your best to take the time to help one another. brother are you gonna pass that test? you can go on with your day to day trying to forget what you saw on his face.. knowing deep down you could have been his saving grace.... what if hes an angel???

theres a man and theres a woman living right above you in appartment G. theres a lot of noise coming through the ceiling and it dont sound like harmony. you can sit there with your tv turned up while the words in his anger flies, but come tomorrow when you see her with her shades on can you look her in the eye?

what if shes an angel sent here from heaven and shes making certain that your doing your best to take the time to help one another. brother are you gonna pass that test? you can go on with your day to day trying to forget what you saw on her face.. knowing deep down you could have been her saving grace..... what if shes an angel???

(lots of music.....)

a little girl on daddys lap hiding her disease with a baseball cap-- you can turn the channel. most people do but what if you were sitting in her daddys shoes?

maybe shes an angel sent here from heaven and shes making certain that your doing your best to take the time to help one another. brother are you gonna pass that test? you can go on with your day to day trying to forget what you saw on her face.. knowing deep down you could have been her saving grace..... what if shes an angel???

i love this song...its so true. i mean who now-a-days actually stops to help people? i think we as christians should all change that. people look up to you guys you know.......
i just wanted to check in and that song was on my mind so i put it down so you can all check it out. im fine and in missourri (or however you spell it) o and cold lol.
~jae

HOLY MOOSE

im sittin in a cow field and its...nice somehow. peaceful kinda. except for the nasty cow patty smell but the wind here is blowing so hard, i cant really smell it. but there isnt a cloud in the sky here yet its still like 58 degrees...well at least it feels that-a-way.


omg. i was at othersideofride.blogspot.com and someone posted a comment and they are after all of us mutants. its plain scary. here's the link: http://organizationx.blogspot.com/

PLEASE EVERY MUTANT OUT THERE READ THIS!!!!!!!!!

im bout to start moving again that just scared to mess out of me
~jae

gahhh!!

ok i never fell out of the tree last nigt; i coudnt. not with me wakng up every 5 min. rstess nights, i tell ya, are not fun. so i deided to get up early. no use seeping in when you cant even really sleep right? but it stomred last night so guess what tat leaves today? freezing. i cant even really type becase my fingers wont do what i tell tem to. so my apologiss everone. i really have nothng to typ excep atha im safe adn im going est. grrrrrrrrrrr i mena east!!! im not even goign to try anymor so ill get offfff.
~jae

*gasping for air*

just. landed. cant. breathe.


*takes deep breath*


Ok I'm better now. Just a little dizzy. If you don't know already, my 'relatives' tried to take me to their place halfway across the country to help with 'reaserch'. I wasn't entirely sure, but they seem like they're with itex. I don't really know a whole lot about it but I know it isn't a good place to mess with. I had their laptop in my book bag along with a good shirt and blue jeans and i was ready. We got out of the taxi in the airport parking lot (which btw may i tell you taxis smell wierd). i got my suitcase and started lugging it to the giant buildingand we went in like normal. we got our tickets and sat in the waiting room thingy i put my bags down and stared at my phone for a few minutes waiting for 5:45 to come. It finally did. I grabbed my bookbag (because i dont carry a purse...ever) and stood up. (yes i remember details so just bare with me and here they are:)"Can i go to the bathroom?"
"Er, yeah. Sure," 'Aunt Nancy' said peering above the rims of her glasses. She pointed her skinny finger to the left "The bathroom is there."
"Thanks." I walked across the room and went in the o-too-clean bathroom. well if you didnt know already, there's two entrances in some bathrooms that are in the airport. Well anyway, i walked through the bathroom and out the other entrance and jumped into a full sprint. I got a few stares and "Mommy why is she running?"'s, but i finally burst through the front doors. I ran and I ran hard. I got to where i was invisible to human eyes and i took off. I was extremely glad it was over-cast so i could fly without being seen. But I swear, I have NEVER flown so long in my life. It's always been cut down to 45 minutes a night, but i flew for 2 hours straight... I know it doesnt sound like a really long time but its not the best idea when you havent flown much. I just got my heartrate down to a healthy level and i can breathe again so i guess thats good. I'm in a good ole' tree and xingu, your right...its not too comfortable. Well I guess I'll go and see if there is someone to chat with.
~jae

should i be happy about this?

ok well my 'relatives' said that we're going to be leaving around 5 this afternoon. i asked them if they had internet connection where we were going and they pulled a laptop out of their big black leather bag...so i guess i can keep posting. but they wont tell me how or why im going to help with research. so i guess ill post when i get there...or on the plain or something... by
~jae

great aunt and uncle johnson??? i dont think so

Wow i just had a visitor...well two actually. This late at night... weird. They claim to be my great Aunt and Uncle and it turns out they flew(by plane) all the way from North Dakota to tell me that i am to go spend the next 3 months with them at their home and help with research on birds. Well this is just a tad weird for me. People that i have never met before showing up on my doorstep claiming to be my relatives; claiming to know about my wings....Then asking me to live with them...and help with research. I dunno if that means sitting in trees watching birds or what, but i don't want to go anywhere in a big jacket. Mama and Daddy say they know them but they were tense and looked nervous the entire time... Well they said they want to head back by tomoro...which leaves me packing tonight. But there's something not right about this picture.... They just look to, i dunno, educated? And smart. And nice looking.(Yes i said nice looking...They were very well-dressed; hair perfect and clothes ironed (Which i find a little weird(ha!))) Why would they need me to help? It just doesn't seem right...Then they asked to see my wings. My 'rents said to go ahead. I had to go out in the back yard to show them because having a 13'2" wingspan i would have broken something inside. It was weird because thier reaction wasn't at all surprised by my wings...More like they have seen them before. They just went right up and started poking and pryin around my wing. It didn't feel normal having strangers touching them...More wrong than anything. Im so nervous!!! what do i do???? I'm thinking about telling them no that I'm not leaving but my parents seem to think it would benefit me...can someone tell me how? i don't know i need advice!!!!!
~jae
p.s. i dunno if id be able to have Internet access up there...they haven't said anything about it.

*sweatin....whew*

this is makin me mad...... my computer wont let me post. stupid dial up. so now im in a really big jacket in a REALLY hot library. grrrrr... well thats really all i got to say except that i am tryin to get my cbox workin out to where people can actually type in there message but it hasnt really been workin out and it looks all the same on my computer so i dunno if its fixed
~jae

hey there

ok i went through last nite around 11...11:30....and looked for more mutant blogs. well i found othersideofride and they are pretty cool over there and i found joandaeronsstory. i just cant believe that im not the only one out there with wings!! its so exciting!!!
well i got a cbox thingy if you havent seen it at the bottom of the page...its fun! well anyhoo im goin to go look for more blogs!
~jae

whats the prob?

ok i went an told my parents bout the whole blog thing and they totally freaked!!! they said i didnt EVER need to expose myself like this...well i been to plenty of blogs with people who have wings and other wierd things... and they are totally fine with it... ug!!! i think i been in hiding my secret long enough and im tired of bein all quiet and not bein able to tell anyone bout the real me :'C im going to keep this blog and try to make actual friends like i want to.
~jae

yo

hey im jae... imma girl and i have wings. im 5'6" and i got brown hair that goes to the middle of my back in ringlets. im somewhat tanish and relly skiny.
my wings are light brown underneath and dark brown on top with hints of black here and there. i have arms totally indepenent from my wings so im not a total freak. my wings come out from my back, attached by my shoulder blades.
i go to church every sunday and wensday and im saved. i live with my parents, two of the most wonderful people in the entire world. they relly are great, even with the wings thing. they dont have wings, thats just me. they say that i was a gift from God; their own perfect angel. well ill tell you right now, im not in the least bit spoiled...just loved. we are broke as a donkey in a pony ride. i mean we live in a house and all, but we only get to go get clothes and shoes when we absolutely are grown out of our past things. my dad works at a car dealership and my momma is a stay-at-home mom. we have an old truck that i personally love(dunno what year it is but its a Z71! and its blue!!)...
if you have any questions please ask!!!
~jae